OK, Breathe
That is what I have toldl myself the last couple of days. In the middle of Kelly and I preparing to leave for our mission trip to West Africa, we have encountered several “interruptions” that have thrown us some curveballs. Here is a quick list (all in the last 7 days):
- Find out I need new brakes from my truck. Get it back and it is rattling, so the next day I found out I need new tires, too.
- Back and forth to South Carolina.
- Order a will and have it overnighted so I can have everything in order before our trip. FedEx decides to deliver it to our side door which we never use; not our front porch with nice roof over the top of it. It rains all night and I see it the next day as I am leaving and it is soaked.
- Our van begins to act weird, gets worse, so we take to it the service shop to found out the transmission is gone and we have to replace it. That one really took my breathe away. Ouch!
- Yesterday our water heater went out. The cold water literally did take my breath away. (I guess it is good prep for the trip with no hot water in Guinea.)
- Continued piling on of projects at work has created a little more anxiety: rebranding at LifePoint, new website, hosting this conference, launching this conference, record growth, awesome events upcoming at LifePoint, new strategies for communications, etc.
That is all I can remember right now. I am sure there are a few more that have been blinded by ‘bigger’ things. I was talking to someone yesterday about all of these “curve balls” and they asked a great question, ‘Why do you think all of this is happening now?’ Wow, big question. I don’t think there are any simple answers but here are some of my thoughts:
- Obviously the enemy is at work trying to distract Kelly and I from focusing on our upcoming opportunity to spread the fame of Christ in another land. The reality though is God is in control and not the enemy or us. God doesn’t need us to spread His fame, we get the privilege of being a part of it. Yet, I wish I could be dreaming, reading, studying, preparing instead of rushing through details, crisis management, making on the spot decision.
- God is showing me again that I am human, broken, and incredible need of Him. I know this is a test and a learning opportunity. Someone mentioned to me today I need to stop and figure out what God is teaching me. I wish it were that simple and I could. I can’t today—I have to get two cars fixed, water heater repaired, and other things for my family so I can leave. Plus, I have to equip and hand-off ministry to a great team to keep things going forward. Furthermore, I don’t think stopping for a few minutes would download a revelation from my Father, I think this is just the beginning of the journey.
- This might be too simplistic but things break when you live in a 30+ year old house, drive cars with 100,000+ miles, etc. Too bad they just all happen at once.
- The level of distraction hopefully is just a fraction of the level of what God is going to do through our team next week in Africa.
- Reminder for how God does provide in crazy times. Thankful, that while this will cause some short-term frustration and discomfort, God has provided the resources to take care of these needs.
- Another great reminder, “Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you respond.” -Chuck Swindoll. The mental choice I must make even now is a decision not to focus on self…me…my…mine, but on others, God’s call and mission.
- People are praying for us!
So, with that said, I do not write these words to throw a pity party. I write primarily for me to process the last few days. Maybe, somewhere there is an encouragement for you. Even greater maybe you will be encouraged, for you to pray for Kelly and I, and especially our three incredible children while mommy and daddy are away. More importantly, pray for God’s fame to be spread in Guinea.
Finally, you still have time to help us ‘Help West Africa’ and consider donating (in the right sidebar of this blog).

